
In the summer of 1977, my parents were at their summer cottage in Bamfield, off the west coast of Vancouver Island. My father was out fishing for chinook, my mother was lying in the sun reading.
Christy, my sister, and I were the only ones at the family home in West Vancouver. She tells the story how one sunny weekend she was out mowing the lawn while I was inside the house … baking bread.
“What’s wrong with this picture?” Christy likes to say when telling the story. You’d think it would be the other way around!
I had little recollection of this. Until the other day, when I pulled a book from the shelf: The Tassajara Bread Book by Edward Espe Brown. And Christy’s story came right back to me!
A modest bread book, a Zen bread book

First published in 1970, I bought it in 1977, after its 19th printing. I had visions of lofty white pan loaves, made with the hippy ethos of organic ingredients and whole grain flour. This would be righteous bread, I thought, honest, made with careful attention to the sight, smell, and feel of the dough, the chipped bowl, the wooden spoon, the birdsong outside.
I’d made a few loaves at the house I had lived in near the University of British Columbia. My landlord, Penny, made her bread without a recipe, mixing flour, salt, yeast, and water until it just felt right. My own loaves looked nothing like Penny’s golden masterpieces. I needed a recipe.
One of Penny’s daughters told me about The Tassajara Bread Book1.
Today, in this age of lushly illustrated cookbooks, it looks like something from a different time. The title printed in calligraphic type, the circular cover drawing — a loaf of bread and sunflowers — resembled a cheaply printed literary magazine — the cover itself, made of coarse gold-coloured paper. The text was printed in brown ink.
Even the words conveyed a hippy ethos, or, more accurately, a Buddhist ethos. Edward Espe Brown, the author, was a Zen student working at a retreat centre in Tassajara, just east of the Bay Area in California.
“Vastly all are patient with me”
He was a cook in the kitchen and wanted to repay his gratitude for all his learning there. Writing a book about bread making, he thought, might earn some money for the centre.
The Tassajara Bread Book began with a $100 advance from Shambhala Publications and an initial run of 3,000 copies. There are now nearly 800,000 in print. It is considered a classic of bread baking, often cited by famous chefs and bakers as a major influence.
Brown went on to write Tassajara Cooking, a cookbook of vegetarian recipes served at the retreat centre.
What attracted me to the bread book was its departure from standard recipe formats, like those in The Joy of Cooking. Here is the dedication, the first words after the front matter:
DEDICATED
with respect and appreciation
to all my teachers
past, present and future:
gods, men and demons;
beings animate and inanimate
living and dead, alive and dying
Rock and Water
Wind and Tree
Bread Dough Rising
Vastly all
Are patient with me
The approach was mindfulness, developing a sense of gratitude and oneness with the bread, the kitchen, yourself.
Unlike anything in the Betty Crocker school of cooking
The book starts with the development of a “sponge,” a preliminary dough with the most fundamental ingredients, flour, yeast, water, and a sweetener, such as honey.
After a rest of 45 minutes to an hour, other ingredients are folded in, such as salt, oil, nuts, seeds, dried fruit.
Again, this was unlike anything from the Betty Crocker school of baking. It was more like today’s artisan methods, including the later addition of salt. The sponge resting time also resembles the “autolyse” stage of contemporary bread making, where the flour is given time to absorb the water, allow time for gluten development, and the begin fermentation.
Three pages are devoted to kneading dough and the same for shaping and “panning.”
A basic yeasted bread recipe is offered, followed by multiple variations, including rye, oatmeal, millet, barley, rice, and soy. An entire section devoted to sourdough!
“There are no mistakes”
A chapter called “A Composite of Kitchen Necessities” includes:
If you must cook,
please offer yourself
a substantial piece of emptiness.
Hold back nothing,
until you experience offering,
“Eat me! And be nourished.”
Homage to the Perfection of Wisdom …
… This means
there are no mistakes. You might do it
differently next time, but that’s because
you did it this way this time.
I loved these words, these instructions. There had never been a cookbook like this one!
A bit more patience
But the truth is, the recipes never worked for me at the time. My results were misshapen, dense loaves that were hard to eat, instead of soft and fluffy. The “sponge” method was too radical, too poetic for someone raised on the spare enumerations of The Joy of Cooking. I made many attempts at the essential Tassajara Loaf, nothing satisfied. It was beguiling and frustrating. I turned to the muffins and cookie recipes in the back of the book, had better results, then set it aside. For many years.
But the words are still valid today. “There are no mistakes,” and I am doing things differently now, and yet the same. Making bread with love and passion, but with a bit more patience, space. And that was always the dream of the 22-year-old me, kneading dough in the family kitchen on a summer’s day 43 years ago, while my sister pushed the lawnmower around in the back yard.
A new outlook for the Happy Monk Baking Company, a shift of focus from oven-to-home bread delivery to the community of the Pender Island Farmers Market [ See Link in Profile ]
Jan 29
A bread-fail last week produced great-tasting Sesame-Miso Frisbees or Umami Chapeaus! What to do with the remnants? Hard-bread, rusks, croutons, or what have you. And the Ravens get their fair share, too … O come to me Huginn and Munnin! Fill your beaks and carry my greetings and blessings to Odin! [ See link in my LinkTree in HappyMonk Profile ]
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Jul 21
Latest Happy Monk Blog: The World is Too Much With Us - In our little Island paradise, how to embrace all the beauty when the world is going to hell in a hand basket? ALSO: Baker`s Choice - Brown-Rice Miso and Sesame Sourdough [ See LinkTree in Profile ]
Jul 17
Latest Happy Monk Blog: "A Bird Came Down the Walk," a brief flirtation with ChatGPT that was awkward but offered an exquisite poem by Emily Dickinson. [See LinkTree in Profile ]
Jul 3
Resurrected a couple of Salish Sourdough loaves forgotten inside Mildrith, the wood-fired oven. They emerged charred and hell-fired, sadly, so I took a knife to them and made them almost new again!
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Jun 9
Strongly recommend installing the Smell-O-Vision™ feature on your device to appreciate the aroma of these Rye-Currant Sourdough loaves, just out of the oven. Wish I could capture it in a jar, or make a scratch ‘n’ sniff postage stamp (like the recent French stamp commemorating the baguette). And this loaf tastes just as lovely as they look!
Jun 1
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Happy Monk Tidings - May 15, 2024 🍞 - BLOG REDUX: "Saving Grace"; BAKER`S CHOICE: Sprouted Purple Barley Sourdough; REGULAR: Seed Feast.
May 15
It’s late at night and chances are there’s a baker near you having fun with bread dough …
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May 5
All spelt, all the time … well, with a few glugs of maple syrup
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Apr 20
New Happy Monk Blog: Spring brings mixed blessings! A sense of loss, along with warmth and a new cast of light, "That Science cannot overtake / But Human Nature Feels." Westeros and Emily Dickinson`s sensitive heart. [ See LinkTree in Profile ]
Apr 3
This little guy is a workhorse, plain and simple. A brute! Thursday, it milled over 27kg of incredible flour for a recipe that needed the freshest flour possible. And its output was beautiful. Wheat, spelt, rye and buckwheat. A larger mill could have handled that in a fraction of the time, but who’s complaining? Some amazing bread was the result, milled and mixed the same day. A Country Miche from an article by Eric Pallant @epallant in the Winter/Spring 2023 issue of Bread Lines.
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Mar 2
Latest Happy Monk Blog - The Living Rock Island – Our Little Corner of South Pender Island 🍞 [See LinkTree in Profile]
Feb 28
O, for a slice of raisin sourdough! that hath been
Warm’d a long age in the deep delvéd oven,
Tasting of Hestia and the ocean green,
Rest and a slow moving song and sunburnt mirth!
O for a loaf full of the warm South
Full of the true, the blushful Hippocrene,
With beaded raisins winking at the crumb,
And cinnamon-stainéd mouth;
That I might eat, and leave the world unseen,
And with thee fade away into the forest dim.
— Apologies to John Keats for my butchery of his “Ode to a Nightingale”
Feb 25
At the outset of the Happy Monk Baking Company, I cherished those early mornings, working alone with Mildrith in the dark before the birds began their glorious morning chorus. The world was silent, unhurried. Mildrith and me, the trees, the solid earth, a passing deer, the baskets of bread dough waiting for the oven.
Going to work in the pre-dawn hours was something bakers did, I thought. They sacrificed sleep and delivered their bread early to appreciative customers. It was a romantic notion on my part, a naïve commitment to the baking trade without fully understanding the consequences, i.e. sleep debt.
It was satisfying to have loaves ready for some customers before noon; it was a triumph! But by the time most of the bread was ready for delivery, bagged and labelled, my eyelids were growing heavy, my mind fuzzy, my body slowing down.
And it wasn’t safe driving up-island.
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Feb 1
Milling a little corn to mix in with some marinated olives before they go into a tapenade infused dough. Big olive flavour … plus a rare shot of Mildrith, the wood-fired oven!
Nov 19
Happy Monk Tidings - November 15, 2023 BAKER`S CHOICE this week: Olive Sourdough Loaf; AND: An Emotional Weather Report [ See LinkTree in Profile ] 🍞
Nov 15
Happy Monk Tidings - November 1, 2023 🍞 - BAKER`S CHOICE: Sourdough Sandwich Loaf; BLOG: Don`t Let That Wonder Lawyer Tell You It`s Not Real Bread! [ See LinkTree in Profile ]
Nov 1
Dylan Thomas, one of my muses, would have been 109 years old this Friday, Oct. 27. One of a small-handful of poets whose words are cherished and summoned often for their music and wisdom. They soothe, they sing, they evoke. I`ll be thinking of him this bread day, under "the mustardseed sun"….. and the "switchback sea"…. as he "celebrates and spurns his driftwood thirty fifth wind turned age."
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Happy Monk Tidings - October 25, 2023 🍞 - BAKER`S CHOICE - Sprouted Emmer Sourdough; BLOG: Happy Birthday, Dylan Thomas! [See LinkTree in Profile ]
Oct 25
Happy Monk Tidings - October 18, 2023 - 🍞: BAKER`s CHOICE: Seedy Spelt and Rye Bread; BLOG: It Starts With Wonder? What`s That?
Oct 18
Happy Monk Tidings - October 11, 2023 BAKER`S CHOICE: Potato Rosemary Bread; BLOG: Swimming with Otters 🍞
Oct 11
Happy Monk Tidings - BLOG: Abundance: Season of Apples; Baker`s Choice: Pender Island Apple Bread with Pender Apples and Twin Island Cider - October 4, 2023 🍞 [ See LinkTree in Profile ]
Oct 4
Happy Monk Tidings - September 27, 2023 🍞 - BAKER`S CHOICE THIS WEEK: Harvest Bread; BLOG: Positively Fourth Avenue - [ See LinkTree in Profile ]
Sep 27
Happy Monk Tidings - September 20, 2023 🍞 - BAKER`S CHOICE: Garlic Levain Bread; BLOG: Harumph! Author Says Leave the Baking to the Professionals! [ See LinkTree in Profile ]
Sep 20
A hefty Country Miche, formula from Breadlines published by Bread Bakers Guild of America. Hefty in size, hefty in flavour. Four flours (Sifted Metchosin Wheat, Rye, Buckwheat, Spelt), a super-active levain and an intense crust colour. I think I’m addicted! It’s kind of finicky, though, and trying to work out a reasonable schedule to produce 40 loaves for Happy Monk customers.
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Sep 14
See the 2003 article, Flour Power, in the New York Times by Ann Hodgman.↩
I remember that day well!